January 16th 2017 at 3:50 AM

You told me this was everything

Curled up in your lap, wrapped in your woven poncho, on your bed

You fed me mango Italian ice

"We're so in love," I was so sure

Sometime later you kissed someone else in that same spot

You told me this was everything

I held that day in my hands, clenching it to my chest for weeks

Are we still good?

I held it so tight it broke

You fed me mango Italian ice

Every bite went down smooth, becoming my latest favorite memory

This shit is everything, this a forever thing

Are you still down for me?

I don't know, the dull and lingering pain of uncertainty